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Dec 21, 2010, 10:00 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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I'm avoiding, just watching episode after episode of a tv series.
not thinking about how I have to drive tomorrow for over 5 hours, not thinking of all the things I didnt finish, not thinking that if i hadn't been watching TV today I coudl have started on them.
Not thinking about the future because i can't handle it.
I'm sad, it's a full moon (which messes with me) and I wish I could just curl up in a ball but i can't. And besides that's the start of the long and weary road to a more depressed state 
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Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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