Man, she just came back again. On someone else's e-mail as usual. She tried talking to me, trying to force me to confess that I was still talking to my ex/her boyfriend. I wasn't so nice, and my Dad told me I shouldn't even have accepted the friend request, but I always want to see what she has to say for some reason. I managed to drive her, or her friend, away with my attitude and the fact that I refused to deny or admit I was still talking to him. However it gave me so much anxiety.. when she left it took all I could not to cry. It wasn't cause of what she said, or how talking to her freaks me out, but it was just I really want her to leave me alone, it was just that bad. I mean, I'm so tired of it, it's been so long. I didn't know I was just so important to her that she can't go 2 weeks without talking to me in some way.
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