I was responding in another thread, and this came up. I didn't want to hijack that thread, so I brought it here.

T told me what is true: I'm okay, and I will be okay without her. I kind of don't WANT that to be true. I don't WANT to be okay without her, because doesn't that mean I don't need her? Doesn't that mean she will send me away?

It's confusing. Because, obviously, I DO want to be okay. But I also don't want to be okay, because being okay means more expectations and less support.

I don't know. I guess it's something to talk about next time I see T.