I think I like a guy, but I'm not sure. I am really attracted to him and have the urge to get physical with him but I am not looking for anything physical right now, so I am kinda afraid to be in an intimate setting with him. I also enjoy hanging out with him. We have been on three dates. I have told him that I just wanted to be friends because I felt like I didn't feel a major emotional connection with him...Yesterday I felt like I liked him, but tonight I feel like I don't. I keep changing my mind. i think i am just desperate for someone and that i am thinking he will be better than nothing but really he's not right for me....which sucks. I think i am waiting for him to open up or something, or maybe i am just wanting him to be a different person than he really is. I'm pretty sure he just wants to do me tho. I am so sick of guys only wanting that...and me working at a gas station, living with my parents, and not wanting to be susie homemaker makes me feel like that is all i have to give and i am not even good in bed! ugh! Maybe getting physical would be good for me since i havent had a boyfriend or got erm laid in over a year. but i just dont want that. im just not sure what to do.