<font color="#666666"> </font> Hi, I'm new to this whole thing. I just wanted to be in some sort of contact with people who are going through similar things. Just a little lonely right now. I have a good suport system but they are on the outside looking in, they try to understand but I know it's hard for them. I think sometimes it would be easier if I had something more visable/understandable like cancer or a missing arm, at least it would be less vague and we all could fight it. But how do you fight something that is in your head? Especially when one day you are fine and the next all you want to do is hide under the covers. This past week I have been jumpy & feeling v empty, I don't know if it's the holidays or life in general. Sorry I don't mean to dump all that on you guys. Take care. <font color="#666666"> </font>