I know, when I say important I mean just a big deal, or a big thing she can't leave alone. I don't trust her, she really does only come back to bother and harass me. Try to "break me" she says. I tell her to leave me alone a lot, and my attitude when she comes around further enhances it. She has some self-esteem issues, and is a chronic liar and some other things. Lots of people have told me she does this out of jealousy more than hatred. Some people have said that when she comes back and says she truly misses me that could be true, but then she gets jealous again and tries to bring me down to make herself feel better. She has been set on making others hate me with lies, stealing the boys I like, getting my friends to turn against me, etc. Last year in April she got all her friends to attack and harass me, and this year she only went after and took someone who was really close and special to me. She thinks by doing this she can hurt me and scar me permanently, make me less than who I am.

I know jealousy plays a big role in her feelings about me, as she's told me before and people who were friends with both of us have said it too. But if it is jealousy there is nothing I can do about that, I tried for so long, and it's gotten to be so bad that it's an obsession for her. When I confronted her about this, she got all defensive saying I wasn't the only one she did it to, I shouldn't feel special or anything. I don't, but three years of knowing her and almost 2 of those years being constant and total harassment, comes across to me as being obsessed and I'm tired of it. I got tired of holding her hand, babying her and forgiving her for everything she's done, but now she refuses to let go and I'm the one who has to suffer for it.. All I want is for her to just leave me alone, if she hated me as much as she said she did, this shouldn't be so difficult!