Hi everyone,

I'm trying to figure out if I'm too sensitive to things or if its that I just have too many expectations from others?
My past:
I've suffered emotional and sexual abuse throughout my childhood.

My present situation:
I'm trying to relocate to another city and getting a place there takes 3-4 days and I don't have the cash to get a hotel while looking.

On my first trip to that city, I stayed with family friends and it didn't work out there, incidently I met some other family friends#2 (whom we hadn't seen in 25 years) and also at their house I met a common friend between me and family friends#1.

Well, when both the friend and family friends #2 found out I was staying with FF#1, they flipped because they knew that it was a bad place to stay at and they were both like "what? why're you staying there? please don't stay there, you come stay here.. with us.."

Well, a lot more drama happened and the mutual friend sort of got dragged into it.

Well bottom line without writing too much is.. I started expecting that on my next trip I could stay with FF2 or the mutual friend when it turns out its not true anymore. I didnt directly ask them but when I explained them my situation of trying to find a place to stay, they said stay in a hotel, etc...

So, now i'm sort of hurt. and this takes me back to the past where I feel like theres never anyone there to be on my side to help me.. to be with me..

Whats going on here? Am i too sensitive or do i just overexpect from others?

Please help! this is really making me sad!