Hey Peaches, I remember your earlier posts. Yes, Ts have emergencies and celibrate holidays and we miss them, there is nothing wrong with that. You did a great job sticking out an unexpected missed session or two. Yes, eventually we do have to start moving away from our Ts and "out on our own" the holidays really are not the time for that though... too stressful!
Is there any way T could make it a bit easier over the holidays? Could T call and say a quick "hi" when it worked into their plans? could they leave a message or send home some kind of note or transitional object just to get you through? My guess is that had their not been the emergency so recently the holiday break wouldn't be so hard?