I think what matters the most now is your able to alk to T about these feelings...not that you are having them so much as thats pretty natural to feel the gap once the safety of T's physical presence is there...I use to hink talking wasn't going to do anything until I realised I've never actually had a 2 way discussion with someone about such feelings having to sustain myself with one way head conversations...what happens between you and T when you tranform these feelings into words wil be a soid foundation for future feelings and surviving them...