Hereiam,

I struggle with the same emotions that you do towards my father. I still do not understand why I cant hate him wit every ounce of my being and love him at the same time. I am told it is "typical". Although I cant understand it.

I think that your venting here is a good first step. I can feel the anger and hurt in your post and you shouldnt keep that bottled up. I know its difficult to feel all these different emotions and be overwhelmed by it all. I feel for you.

Please PM me if you need. Anytime.


Huggles,


jen