i have not visited this thread in a while, but it seems that things just keep getting better for me,, and no matter how long it lasts, i will always remember these days of precious stability, strength, and relief from the torments of the past. i have recently made peace with a part of my past that i thought was forever gone, and beyond reach, and of no use to me. how wrong i was,, it is good to be becoming whole again. that is what we are all doing, after all, isn't it ? Becoming~ {{{{My Dear PC Friends!!}}}} best wishes,, Gus