Thank you very much, Racee. I agree with a lot of what you said, and I think it's helped me settle down a bit.

No, not really Sannah. I really don't think that at all, I just think about getting all of my negative emotions out so that I don't lash on anyone or internalize it. Sometimes I think about how the people I'm mad at should be held accountable... Especially because I could never willingly hurt them... It just allows me to get the anger towards them out in a seemingly healthy manner.