Sending hugs ((((((( WXWX )))))))
Sounds like derealization or depersonalization. There is some helpful information on this in the DD forum. It can be part of depression or PTSD, I hope you have a therapist you can share your feelings with, in the meantime we are hear listening and caring.
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