It came and went{November 16th} and I finnaly was able to deal with the anniversary of my moms death just fine. After 14 years since her death.. I was able to remember the GOOD TIMES we had and smile. Not cry and be depressed because I missed her so much. I finnally feel like I could do what she would want me to and love her and remmeber her without being sad.I feel bad it took me so long to do this. But I feel with the progress I have made this past year, I somehow knew it was coming for me too. I am so relieved and so thankful. I am especially thankful for the time I had with this exceptional woman who was one of my best friends, and a friend to many who knew her. Mom~ I love you.
If you want to , please take a look at the attached picture of my parents.This was taken a few years ago, but it was one of the better pics I had of them. Thanks.
Hugz~
Bethy
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