today was BAD started at work, it was good day, then a girl came in wearing fivefinger shoes like i wear (see my pics) i was happy, yet jealous. i was standing around because i wanted SO bad to say something and when she walked by i tryied but she moved too fast and i could not get anything out. so for the last 1.5 of work i because very, upset and angry with myself and even very jealous because another person has my shoes! and she walked to the store so she must live very close, makes it even worse, because others are gonna see them more now. and they will no longer be 'special'. then one the drive home i started to get panicy, when i got home, my left eye just went nuts with a INTENSE sharp pain, like a knife in it! the pain was so bad i could not even get a moment to take a migrain pill! 10 mins later, dizzy, bumping into the walls, but i managed a pill, but i was seconds from calling 911. i was alone how would it look if a ambulance was in the driveway and the parents came home? could not eat ended up throwing out 1/2 a hotdog. so with the pill and 2 hrs of sleep the pain is gone. what the %$#@ happened today?? after i felt better i put on my fivefingers and still got them on, but i wish i could have said somthing to that girl!! im just so #$%^ at myself!!!