Where is the baby? is he/she with you?

What are the meds? are they helping?

I can understand that the victim services rated it as extreme danger. Just from reading your posts I can see that. You were very lucky that day that he did not kill you. I hope he gets locked up. Just keep looking after yourself. What are the other disturbing things they have against him?

I know what you mean when you say that its like he was in your head - they are so manipulative and do it so gradually that by the time you know something is not right you are so deep in it and so confused. These men are killers - they kill women spirit. And when the spirit is deminished its hard to make decisions, think straight and act.

You sound stronger now. I am sorry all these things trigger. The first book I mentioned is written for women in our situation - so its written in a gentle way and in a very caring way. I think you will find it helpful also mentally and emotionally as well as the info in it. I read it when I was still living with him. I used to lock myself in the bathroom and read it while having a bath - it helped me getting stronger and helped me in leaving.

Thank you for your concern about me. Yes - I am doing everything possible to keep safe. I am scared too but I have the police here informed of the situation, and my neighbours know. Thank you for your prayers. I pray for you too. The truth is - we do not need man. We should be with a man because we want to - because he is worthy of us. Not because of our needs. I hug you too dear one and hold your hand as you walk through this xxx