i care about you kerria.
i'm sorry that things are so rough for you right now. if you want to talk, you are more than welcome to PM me anytime. that sounds like a scary way to come to and to not have the support you need from H during this time has to be incredibly upsetting. i would like to help, if i can. i am here to listen or talk or just be whenever you need someone.
please take care of you and try to stay safe.
(((((((((((((((kerria)))))))))))))))))

shadow