Awww, suga! Remember, you've got us...
Being somewhere not knowing anyone but BF, and given the amount of time he sleeps (a LOT), extremely minimal human contact at work, and the fact that the few people I do know --that all live in other states and have apparently decided to drop me off the face of the earth... (the local BP support group has changed meeting time, so even that minimal contact is gone too) Yeah, it is a horrible howling pang, isn't it?
Know it isn't the same, but at least PC is a place of connection with people who do understand this ride... Lots of

and

sssss to you, sugahorse!!!