Awee this would be so hard for me...I dunno I can see my own T's face and ugg I would hate to know some thing like that...I think that sometimes we can just be so damn compassionate that it's hard to separate and have those boundaries oh wait BPD huh?  Seriously we just meet in a shared office that is not here personal office but even when like I know something personal has happened just cuz a phone call I see it in her face, my stomach get's tied up and I feel I should leave and she should go home and take care of business. Or there have been times were she makes sure that I am the last client and let's me know that her kids are sitting out there and it's okay and I won't even look at them I wont break boundary issues even though she trust me!! It's so hard...So this is huge... Sounds like your doing an awesome job though Sorry for babbling arg.........
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the past is my future. the pain is my emotion that is my prison. what I feel is as confusing as to why I feel it?
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