thank u so much everyone the Lord is so faithful & He answered yet another prayer 2day Glory Praise & Honor to God & to our Lord & Saviour Jesus Christ! i will keep praying cuz prayer works the holidays r hard but with all the static & commercialism & im so guilty of it too i 4 get that we r celebrating the birth of the Savior of the world! when people feel the good feelings at Christmas i guess its cuz people r kinder to each other & thats how God wants us to be all the time so if u have Jesus & treat others the way u wanna be treated u have that euphoric Holy Spirit feeling all the time. Merry Christmas even if we dont feel like it i myself am just tired & going thru a sadness ups & downs type cycle