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Dec 23, 2010, 10:38 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: USA
Posts: 274
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I swear you borrowed my brain to write this except that it's written to well!!! Seriously this is how I live my life outside of my home...It kills me...I often scream inside from the frustration, from wanting to just say NO, or I don't like that, or please I hate that FOOD!!! Or I am on a diet I can't eat that!!! But I won't I allow whatever anyone is reading, watching, doing to dictate ME, my life!! Even my husband whom is supposed to be spending his time with us...The last 4 yes four night's he has been called away from HOME!!! I just sit back and not say what I really want to say.....ARG...I feel for you I understand this....OMG....It makes me want to cry just a rageful cry a painful irritating rageful animalistic rageful just please know how much we sacrifice at the hands of others...Sorry that may NOT at all be what your saying ....I apologize!!!
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