I am a truly happily married man, but my BPD is constantly causing problems in our relationship lately. I think it has something to do with everyone else's marriages crumbling around us, but I am not certain of that. I am certain that I am married to the most wonderful woman in the world, and I am hurting her and our marriage. I need to find a way to cope with these feelings of insecurity, jealousy, insanity...et al...I just need to be able to be a good husband for her again.

She swears that I am all there is for her, but surely this insane treatment is going to drive her away, but when I think of this it just makes me even worse, because it feels that abandonment is just inevitable. I am heartbroken for her and for myself.