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Dec 24, 2010, 09:29 AM

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Originally Posted by kalisha36

I swear you borrowed my brain to write this except that it's written to well!!! Seriously this is how I live my life outside of my home...It kills me...I often scream inside from the frustration, from wanting to just say NO, or I don't like that, or please I hate that FOOD!!! Or I am on a diet I can't eat that!!! But I won't I allow whatever anyone is reading, watching, doing to dictate ME, my life!! Even my husband whom is supposed to be spending his time with us...The last 4 yes four night's he has been called away from HOME!!! I just sit back and not say what I really want to say.....ARG...I feel for you I understand this....OMG....It makes me want to cry just a rageful cry a painful irritating rageful animalistic rageful just please know how much we sacrifice at the hands of others...Sorry that may NOT at all be what your saying

....I apologize!!!

You and me are the same. I don't form opinions of my own because I mostly don't have any.

-Politics, news, world issues...I find them irrelevant.

So I sit in my head and try to weed out what I want and don't want. I can figure out what I don't want somewhat easily:

I don't want to starve
I don't want to be in pain
I don't want to lose my hair..etc.

But what do I want out of life? Not really sure. I haven't a clue to what would make me happy.