((((((((((((Elysium))))))))))))) I know what you mean. If she disagreed with you, she would have to see what you stood for. If she was against your orientation, she would have to actively mobilize her emotions and her energy to meet you, even if she still loved you. This way, she simply doesn't see or connect at all.

Dear, she doesn't do this because of anything wrong with you. She does this because of her own brokeness. And you aren't alone. The difference is that we know we are broken. She hasn't realized it yet.
HUGGGGSSSSSS, and I hope that Midvinterblot (I don't know enough about Paganism to know the English term) was all you could wish it to be.