Thanks for being there. I have never really felt this horrible in my life before. Maybe I posted my situation at the wrong place maybe not. I am not sure. I'm just handeling the alone part very hard. No body has tried to call me and when I have called people they say that they are busy and will call me back but they do not so I do not try to call them either especially when I say to them that i really need someone to talk too. I guess I am really alone in this world.