I am wtiting about something that has really been bothering me. My memory loss, which I don't understand. For a long time I have been in denial over it. Starts with seeing people at the store who say hi, and call me by name. I don't have any idea who they are. At times I will have a aquaintance go to a "remember when we were...." and I have to be told the event and even then do not recall. This is not because of Alcohol blackouts as I do not drink. It is embarising. I only remember bold or major events, and even those I cant put a year or date to such. I rember Things from before I lost my "mind", or better said, was hospitalized for the first time 10 years ago. I am on disability for then they thought Schiofrenia which later became ADD, Bi polar, and PTSD. I remember family events through photos. I often need to look at my watch to remember what day it is. At first realization of this problem I joked, and laughed them off, however, it is no longer a laughing matter to me. If someone were to asked me what I was doing on 5 or 6 days ago, I most generaly could not recal I am only 31 years old and I just barely remember anything about the last ten years of my life. I just wanted to see if any one knows any thing about this type of memory loss.
Thank you
Kris
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