The loss of a parent is very difficult = I hope you will give yourself a break, and allow yourself to experience whatever emotions that come up in order to get thru. the grieving process, for however long it takes. My sincerest condolences for your loss. Warmest regards, Peanut PS. Congratulations on talking things over with your Therapist - that's important to the process as well.

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