Well Petunia, I have had several brain cells go into early hibernation. I have not been able to get on here, be on here, lost my ebay too. I was so distraught as I was leaving work and cleaning my work Dell laptop which I also used at home, that I lost everything. I wanted nothing of me left behind. I wish I could just scan and send these letters to you folks here to understand what has happened. I am learning how to use a computer again. I am really not functioning on all cylinders. I would forget my clothes if it wern't cold out. My mind is really busy dealing with the trauma at work. The super writing a letter such as she did triggered me into fight or flight, gotta be perfect or else. Well, I can't. I am older, a lot has happened in my life and I just can't do it any longer. It's almost funny but so very sad that my friend's mom called me at work today and they calmly told her I didn't work there anymore. I wonder what the stories are, should be entertaining. I shouldn't worry. I applied unemploy today. So all of you who I had emails and such for have to start over. P.M. me because then I will have the info. I napped for a few hours and have had an easier time getting computer stuff fixed. A whole new world.

I still feel ill. Unemployment will make me have my doc fill something out. Okay, I just don't want my office to fight it. I really wish I could share all of this stuff with you but I don't think I can scan into this forum. Oh well. Life goes on. I have been feeling like an old lady. I have been feeling like it's time for the rocking chair. I am not old, I am tired, I am abused by this job and I have PTSD. So now I am gone. I am really confused and kinda not knowing how to add 2+2 or do the most simple computer tasks. I am so worried about money!