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This is really hard to explain but I will try as best as I can.
I have bipolar and I become so depressed I just lay in bed and think. Sometimes I cry so much I give myself a headache and then I have to rest some more. At this point I usually pray myself to sleep.
I don't know if it is due to the depression or ADHD that I cannot focus, or remember anything I am reading from the bible. I would love to be able to get comfort from reading when I am that depressed and alone. I end up trying to read through the tears and put it back down again.
Hence, I CAN'T read when I am not depressed, and SHOULD read when I am depressed but still not able to focus and remember what I read.
Does that make sense?
I don't read at all now!! <<sigh>> But, I want to be able too!
Can anyone relate?
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