Trying to work through some things.
T says she will meet w/ me every day till I feel better.
Meeting with her again tonight.
Trying to work through my hurt and anger.
Usually I just want to run away...so much easy and I am used to running away. It is my defense mechanism.

I am very sad this morning. My heart is torn apart. Trying to repair the damage and become stronger knowing if I never felt anything in the first place I wouldn't have a broken heart this morning.
At least I am not numb.
Anyway...trying to work it all out.