ty gus..i kinda went on a rant there,sorry..she came up to my apartment again and of course was nice as pie..now i have guilt..how can i move away with her pleas for me to never move away from her(i havent told her i was moving yet)..for my own mental health i think it is a wise decision,,constant negativity then guilt from her..idk what to do about the relationship with her..i have told her numerous times in the past that how she talks causes pain but she acts like she is in the right then puts on a sob story..on top of that i dont know if the meds i started are working the way they are suppose to..i know the ones for the flashbacks/nightmares work but the antidepressants i think are making me aggitated..i snap quickly when i get upset,and feel angry..but then idk if its just the stress im under..i see the doc on the 29th and my last visit with him the pills seemed to be working(on them about 2 weeks at that time i think,now about 5-6 weeks)..i should have called him when i first started to notice it but didnt want to bother him,and again im not sure if its stress....my day has gotten better and the burning did not last more than an hour .my children are back home and i have been more positive......what a beautiful picture thank you for posting that...hope ur day was peaceful..MERRY CHRISTMAS..