thank u tatyana..merry christmas..i have had a beutiful christmas with all my children and the baby was so happy..i found out his past ,some by what he told me then i found out they were true and the other stuuf he didnt tell me through his criminal record that victims services were happy to give the info about...my spirit is coming back and i am trying very hard to think positively...i am so sorry u were with a person like that too..i can feel ur pain and know exactly how it feels...i am happy u were able to have a peaceful christmas and may ur days only get better...i will think about what u said about the doc..i have no money to do that but maybe in the future...ty tatyana and when i get past the trial and am able to put a plan for my future into place i will be able to talk to u about it more,,it is hard right now..have a wonderful night