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It amazes me how making a mistake can have far reaching consequences. And they then feed the depression that is already deep enough.
I know I made a mistake and made a bunch of people uncomfortable and I have been trying to repair the damage that has been done but in some ways those efforts are being thwarted.
I know things will never go back to the way they were before but I hate the fact that my actions have made so many people so incredibly uncomfortable and have put people in the middle. Even things that I didn't do are making people uncomfortable and I am in the middle.
I don't know whether to be angry or just accept events as they are and take what is due to me.
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I have a dream that one day the chicken can cross the road without having his motives questioned
If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about it?
I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. ~Kurt Cobain~
Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. ~Kurt Cobain~
Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it. ~Elizabeth Wurtzel~
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