Yack, Hey, I'm so sorry you're going through it so intensely right now. Not sleeping is such a hard one. until we can sleep, we can't think straight. Everything starts spinning out of control, getting bigger and bigger until we're just swamped and miserable. I gave up sleep by clock, I go whenever my body will let me. (But, I have no schedule to keep.) May the sleep fairy take special care of you.......