Wintergreen, Hi, did you know that if you take a piece of wintergreen candy into a dark room, in front of a mirror, and bite down hard on it, you can see sparks in your mouth?

Sounds to me like a lack of balance in your life. Have you a hobby that involves something old fashioned?? Knitting, gardening, mending your clothes, whittling, cooking from scratch? Try adding "Amish Time" to your regular life. You could get a book that describes daily life in a period you feel drawn to and maybe find inspiration. Best to you.