I would say that there are two people in the world who truely know me, who would be there for me when ever, where ever. One of them was in a terrible construction accident and appears to be in a permanent vegetative state. I'm so torn up inside about it.

My other best friend and I drove to Maine to visit him over the weekend. We knew the prognosis was grim, but I guess I wasn't quite prepaired for reality. There's just nothing there.

My life feels so much more empty than it did three weeks ago.