Thanks Honey and Kim but I know that this child was and is a gift from the universe and she constantly reminds me of her debth of wisdom and courage. I was just luck enough to give birth to her. She is my roll model with a heart full of love and acceptance, and she is my roll model as she stares the ocd demons down one by one. She has been high maintance but man I miss her right now. Her hugs and 'I love you more" She will be 18 in about 53 days. She is a blessing to this world. Where there is evil there is good. She is good, she loves with an honest open heart and is sincere in her every movement. This is my daughter, my friend. I want to be someone she can respect as well. When she was little she would often have Daddy/baby days and would ask for mommy /baby days and I would have to work. Well, whenever she comes home I am giving her baby/mommy days. As many as we can handle.