Thanks, Heather. I guess a little hand holding is a good thing and this is a good place for it.

I don't know why I feel so fkd up lately. Nothing bad has happened. I have big travel plans that should get me pumped up. But all I want to do is waste time on internet, read, and sleep. Going to work is a huge pain in the ***, but it is undemanding and better than sitting at home alone.

There has to be more to life than this. I hope so.

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