Such a cruel affliction. It is a constantly moving target. You can get to feel better, but dont get to use to that. Whoa the target moved. Sometimes I feel like the genetic code delt me was so unfair. I have been productive in my life in spurts, not a constant. I wonder sometimes how I have come this far. Right now seems I have entered into a very unstable time. Everything is out of control. Business, finances, depression, everything