((((((((((((((((myself))))))))))))))) I understand what you are saying. It is because of people like you all that I sometimes can have hope of healing as well. I hope you are able to catch that last star of healing very quickly.

It is sometimes scary (maybe not so much scary as bewildering?) for me to think, if I was healed, what would I do. For example, one day I asked my daughter, what would you do with your time if you didnt get anxious and didnt worry about things anymore. She said, "Wow, mom, that would free up a lot of time, I don't know what I would do." She was rather dumbfounded and I realized at that moment how much time we spend on things such as that, and things such as healing. And sometimes get so focused on it that when it does happen, sit down bewildered wondering what are we to do now.

I don't know if it is the same thing now that I have written it down but if not, perhaps an addition.

Thank you myself, for sharing and encouraging us all as we all reach for those stars as well.