I dont have any built in zone out days but I sure seam to take alot of them. I have to take leave from work because I get burnt out and cant take it anymore. and the worst part is its my own fault. I can't leave things unfinished at work. I obsese about them until its all done. cause I just no if I leave it won't get done or done correctly. I the folks that work for crazy. and thats another thing when did I become the "MAN". I use to be the guy stick in it to the MAN. I need to stop caring so much. I was told that I was given my position because know the job and care enough to make sure its done right. Thats what I get. I asked them to let me have the late shift which is a loner shift from 7pm to 7am so I could go to college full time. but no they wanted to promote to head honcho. why do I have to be so obsesive. so I have to take breaks from work and get away from all the stress of people who don't seem to care as much as I do. Then I come home and obsese about the house. start projects. clean up all over. thats if im not depressed I have spent my entire leave period in bed before. my wife hates it. she says oh its going to be one of these leave periods where nothing gets done. oh well... she says. OMG am I that predictable. I am on leave for two weeks this time and my wife and kids said I cant work on the house. Its not fair. I have so much to do. Well I will at least clean and get things squared away before I go.
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"Those who cannot remember the past, are condemned to repeat it."
George Santayana d.1952
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