I know God will (and does) understand when you can't remember. Depression can affect the thinking processes in many ways. Also, some medications can affect memory. Please don't be so hard on yourself. Okay? Maybe you can try reading just a few verses out loud, say from the Psalms. I agree that it's a special book, since David often expresses some depression in there. If you can't remember beyond that right now, then please don't worry. A lot of us have been there at some point in our depressive times......