I havent posted here in awhile because I've been on & off.....but anyways..as most of you know I'm 13 and I have this great boyfriend now....he's a little bit older than me though....but anways...we won't be able to see eachother anymore or talk to eachother or contact for atleast 8 weeks..& my heart feels like it's honestly breaking inside....I dunno what to do or think..I miss him so so soo much ..i dont wanna cry but I do wanna just cut myself..I dunno what to do..it hurts -.-..I haven't cut myself in awhile because everythings been chill...but now I really feel the need to...I hope he is thinking about me & missess me alsooo...ugh....