I posted on the General thread a few minutes ago but maybe should've been here. I won't go into my story anymore. I am so hoping that coming to this site can perhaps help me with the loneliness I feel.

Over 30 years later and I still feel exactly the same way I did when I was 16. But now add all the years of guilt and regret and failure. I am completely raw with emotion. My heart hurts, really hurts. My body is flooding with tears. I am just so so sad I can barely stand it.