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Yea I know what you mean. right now its just me and my cat at home so to me right now it doesn't matter if at home I control the slipping into la la land and I do it mostly at night now. I do it partly because I get so tired of staying focused in reality that I welcome being able to just relax and let come what (or in this case who) may. I also do it on purpose so that the drawings, and so on will keep coming so that I can put all the pieces together and find out who and what those buried memories are. As for enjoying the memories up front back in 2001-2002 I started learning how to listen past the static to the voices and taking care of what the voices needed so I have been enjoying the memories close up front (and sometimes too up front, dang the things I hear like the one saying pizza, pizza, pizza for the past hour until I broke down and ordered up pizza hut LOL) anyway I have been working that angle now for 4-5 years. Things are quieter now but still quite noisey. Which tells me I have more memories to reach for. But yes we WILL achieve healing. We're already in the process. There's no turning back now. Can't take away what has already been healed. Thats done. Now there's just moving forwards.

You're welcome and thank YOU for also sharing what you are going through. I feel the same way about your posts. they help me so much.