NO you are not a curse

My father (back when he would talk to me) always told me how proud of me he was, but he acted like he was ashamed of me, and we all know actions speak louder than words.

He may have donated the sperm that brought you into this world but that doesn't make him your father.

I made the decision that it was better to not have a "father" and I'm better off this way, it's a hard choice but sometimes it's the right one. I'm not trying to tell you what to do, just letting you know you have choices, what you do with them is up to you.

Good luck