Thanks everyone. I've come to the conclusion that I may not have autism, but maybe my anxiety diminishes my functioning at times, but I'm not sure. Though my meds have helped me cope with my symptoms, though they are minimal. I don't think I'll bother telling my family, it'll just be another thing for them to worry about, I don't want to be seen as the runt of the family. They would never say it, but I know they would see me differently, even though I know the would still love me. I'd rather practice coping skills. I think it's good that I was never treated differently growing up, it's helped me be more capable. And watching documentaries on kids struggling with autism, I think perhaps It's more anxiety than anything else that debilitates my social skills, but liks I said, my meds have helped me a great deal.