wow alex.......i understand what you are going through....boy oh boy do i understand.....because of my husbands job in management this time of year is filled with executive holiday parties all of which i am expected to attend and perform as the corporate wife.....major stress!.....of course your position in the poetry event is even more stressful being in charge!.....but i've been watching your growth over the months and i think not only will you handle it but you will do a great job! i'm so glad that you have your wife at your side for support.that will be a big help......you CAN do this alex! take the challenge and just do your best!.please let us know how it goes....