Oh Yoshi, I am so saddened that you are living with this. Your father is crazy for blaming this on you. He is wrong for this and he completely irrational for blaming his father's death on you. It is unfair. There is no way for you to cause that just by being born. What a terrible thing to blame on a little baby like that. Your father has some kind of crazy thing in his head to do this to you. Do you still live with your parents?