So I was helping my mom with something and she saw the cut on my wrist, then she forced me to show her my stomach. I had covered the cuts on my stomach with band-aids earlier because they were looking really bad. Well, she made me take them off. So she was like all shocked and stuff, because some of them are like really bad looking. Anyway, she was like when did you start again, I said about a week ago, and she was like, oh when I was so upset. I said that wasn't the reason, but she said it was and blames herself. It really isn't the reason, I don't know the reason. She said that we had to tell my dad. My dad wants me to go see a hypnotist, which I've seen before, but I don't think that it will make any difference. I mean, how is someone else supposed to help me when I don't even know what's wrong. I know that my parents are just worried, and want to help, but I don't want them to worry, and I don't know that I can be helped. (sigh) this has just escalated everything and now I feel worse than ever.

<font color=green>I smile because I have no idea what's going on.</font color=green>